Ack

May. 13th, 2008 11:19 pm
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Have noticed a bereft wail of despair polite poke from [livejournal.com profile] humble_mosquito about my disappearance from the face of the Internet, so am here with a Lily Update.

Headaches still around. Drugs to knock me out through the peaks mostly working. Have discovered that aspirin, which we generally haven't had in the house because Hubby's allergic, actually puts me back on my feet when the pain's at a medium level, where paracetamol and ibuprofen seem to have negligible effect. Have also discovered the hard way that skipping lunch at the same time as the morning's aspirin wears off is a REALLY bad idea.

Off to North America on Thursday week. Looking forward to it in a massively big way. Have a passport in posession, and check its continued existence at least once a day. Have booked flights, car, and all accomodation except for one night where we still haven't heard back from the client we're hopefully visiting. Hubby is freaking out over the travelling already, which is not a good sign, and am providing sincere but stern sympathy.

Am working like a crazy person trying to get my current project ready for the demo that will be leaving on a tour of Europe while I'm away. Am having a surprising amount of fun working in a team of three, where we have to keep fighting over who has the files checked out, rather than the usual arrangement where we each work on fairly disparate modules. Have reaquainted Hubby with the fact that changing the position of a variable typecast from double to single may well be provide a miniscule performance improvement, but is not a sufficiently urgent reason to make me pull out of a difficult major architecture restructure. Am also having a great deal of fun doing stuff that's technologically, functionally, and graphically cool, in a generic way that will mean that even clients not using this new area of tech will benifit in their own areas.

Have completely pushed Remix from my mind. Remix? What Remix? Surely we always knew this would happen.

Editing: reached 25%, then see Remix. Actually, pretty pleased with this. Seriously shows the potential of Return to Sender, and gives me a much better idea of how fast I can realistically edit a nanovel when I'm not driving myself crazy. Am now aiming realistically for next year's Vogels.

Have had the Mystery Festival play returned for edits. They loved it: it's funny and just right. Would I mind modifying it so that all six people run the race but five of them cheated. Oh, and they've heard I'm going overseas next week and they need to start rehearsals ASAP, so could I have it done before I go? Not really whinging about this one, because I knew they would ask me to change things, only I totally am because they are ZOMG DESTROYING MY CREATIVE VISION [/melodrama]. *sigh*

I need a holiday.
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Some people find the blank page intimidating. A whole empty white page, staring at you, with nothing on it but possibility.

Not me.

I have a short attention span, but as long as I prevent myself from alt-tabbing away from a blank page for long enough, it ends up with writing on it. Lots of writing.

My problem is the imperfectly filled page. (tl;dr) )

This year I have a great deal on, writing wise. First of all, there’s the personal commitment I’ve made to submitting a manuscript to the Australian Vogel Award this year. (Deadlines = Love) I haven’t yet decided whether it will be Return to Sender or Cloud Castles. Given the above, I’m going to have to work pretty hard on at least one of them to bring it to a standard where I’m willing to let it out of my sight in just over four months time.

At the moment, I’m procrastinating. I’m supposed to be writing a play for my nieces’ school’s Mystery Festival: a humourous whodunit that concludes with each one of six suspects looking equally guilty. I’ve got almost two pages of it written, out of about ten – after which it will need editing. It’s simple enough now that I’ve got a multi-layered plot with a cast of seedy characters. It’s easy, it’s fun, I’ve got stacks of fantastic ideas, and it’s good procrastination for getting stuck into my more serious manuscripts.

Still, I’m having trouble focussing. I should be gazing at the empty third page of the Mystery Festival play, staring it down long enough that, to prevent me from dying of bordom, the creative juices will start to flow and sweep me up into that literary orgasm of productivity that will result in another few pages of script.

Instead, I’ve opened up a second word document, where I’m writing endless pointless introspections on my psyche and personality traits. Such as procrastination.

Speaking of which, my apologies for randomly disappearing for a six weeks once again. I’ve been rather overwhelmed by life: since we last spoke I’ve attended to Hubby’s grandma’s funeral, hosted the Lily Family Christmas Spectacular starring nine children under ten and a chocolate fountain, maintained an incredibly high level of productivity at work, broken down at Hubby under the strain and threatened to move to Sweden for a year, mopped up the remains of a two-foot deep flash flood in the office, and generally continued running at top efficiency in procrastinating writing.

Hmmm. Time to get back to it, I guess.

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