I hate insomnia.
Of course, I made a pact with it a month or so ago: leave me alone in November, and I shall be yours forevermore!
I think it's breaking the contract a bit, though, to hit me the moment I hit 50K, despite the fact that it's still November. I'm sleep deprived, darnit, and I'd kind of like to catch up with what I've lost. However:
I finished NaNo on Saturday.
I couldn't sleep Saturday night.
I couldn't sleep in on Sunday morning.
I couldn't sleep Sunday night.
I couldn't even sleep in the last half hour before I had to get up for work on Monday morning.
Now it's Monday night, and guess what? I can't sleep! (well, technically it's Tuesday morning, but it counts as Monday, because I haven't slept yet).
*headkeyboard*
I wouldn't mind so much, except I have the attention span of a gnat when I'm not sleeping. It's probably part of the reason I can't sleep in the first place. But it also means I can't do any of the things on my plate that I'd like to do or that I've promised people I will - writing, editing, betaing - I can't even read Mozzie's new fic, because I'll just end up skimming, and that'd be a shame. (I managed to make my brain focus for the entire first section though, Mozzie! Yay! I like it so far! *headdesk*)
Still, I'm doing everything I can to get me closer to sleep. I've had a swim. ( Actually, that was back closer to 10:30, but still. ) I've also washed my hair and treated it for chlorine exposure. I've trawled around LJ commenting on a few posts I'd wanted to comment on but hadn't got around to for whatever reason. I've put on moisturiser and transferred clothes into the washing machine and petted the cats.
I've even weeded the garden. (Yes, at 1am.) And if you knew how much garden we have, you'd know that was a large job - I got a full garbage bag of weeds.Which I refuse to admit has anything to do with me ignoring them for NaNo. I've also set our watering system going, only to find that there's a gushing leaking bit on the second circuit, so I'm glad I was up watching it to stop it, so as not to waste all the contents of ( our lovely rainwater tank. )
Erg. My eyelids are starting to droop again. That's at least a good sign, even if it's really my brain that needs to droop if I'm to actually get to sleep.
*goes to have another try at counting sheep* G'night.
Of course, I made a pact with it a month or so ago: leave me alone in November, and I shall be yours forevermore!
I think it's breaking the contract a bit, though, to hit me the moment I hit 50K, despite the fact that it's still November. I'm sleep deprived, darnit, and I'd kind of like to catch up with what I've lost. However:
I finished NaNo on Saturday.
I couldn't sleep Saturday night.
I couldn't sleep in on Sunday morning.
I couldn't sleep Sunday night.
I couldn't even sleep in the last half hour before I had to get up for work on Monday morning.
Now it's Monday night, and guess what? I can't sleep! (well, technically it's Tuesday morning, but it counts as Monday, because I haven't slept yet).
*headkeyboard*
I wouldn't mind so much, except I have the attention span of a gnat when I'm not sleeping. It's probably part of the reason I can't sleep in the first place. But it also means I can't do any of the things on my plate that I'd like to do or that I've promised people I will - writing, editing, betaing - I can't even read Mozzie's new fic, because I'll just end up skimming, and that'd be a shame. (I managed to make my brain focus for the entire first section though, Mozzie! Yay! I like it so far! *headdesk*)
Still, I'm doing everything I can to get me closer to sleep. I've had a swim. ( Actually, that was back closer to 10:30, but still. ) I've also washed my hair and treated it for chlorine exposure. I've trawled around LJ commenting on a few posts I'd wanted to comment on but hadn't got around to for whatever reason. I've put on moisturiser and transferred clothes into the washing machine and petted the cats.
I've even weeded the garden. (Yes, at 1am.) And if you knew how much garden we have, you'd know that was a large job - I got a full garbage bag of weeds.
Erg. My eyelids are starting to droop again. That's at least a good sign, even if it's really my brain that needs to droop if I'm to actually get to sleep.
*goes to have another try at counting sheep* G'night.